What Are The Odds?

I forgot. When I truely plan things for what I want, there is always an intrusion (you might say a wall. Just something that blocks it off...). I don't know how to explain it. It just becomes against all the odds. (actually am looking up songs on iTunes and really wanted to buy a song...and stumbled upon Against All Odds. Which seem to explain what I was saying * so I typed "against all the odds"* so I am buying it.)

That is why I have been following chance for quite while. (Loading).

Yeah, it may seem ridiculous, but I have been doing it since...3rd...no...I wasn't aware of it until probably sophomore year. I think going to SAHS changed it all somehow.

Yes, there is a reason. I just am not aware of it or don't know it. I honestly think the root of all of this is the subconscience mind. And the soul. And the wind's course and the moon's tide.

(This is different than there other songs...)

I think I might take trip up to town before I go. Just to wash my face. A little rinse. To wake me up. Near the river.

...I am running low on money :/ But it's worth it. I will reimburst in the summer.

Looking forward to Wednesday and Christmas. :) And this week and next week are not busy at all. Days off and hopefully a sun shining with a cool breeze... :>

(Gymnopedie No.1,2,3, Parkening)